ABC's of an eating disorder....

I wrote this forever ago...
A is for the anxiety you always know
B is for the bones you wish to show
C is for the compulsions you always do
D is for the death that could overtake you
E is for emaciation, eating, ednos, and overexercise
F is for the feeding tube they will put in regardless of your cries
G is for the guilt you will always feel
H is for the hate which is so real
I is for yourself, whom you no longer know
J is for justification, you always show
K is for the ketosis that your body will know
L is for the lanugo, which you will grow
M is for medications of laxatives and diet pills
N is for the nutrition for which your body wills
O is for obvious obsession
P is for purging which has you in possession
Q is for quiet, for you never speak of your disease
R is for the rest, which your body never sees
S is for the self- starvation you know best
T is for the triggers you know the rest
U is for how unhealthy your body has become
V is for validation, all you want is some
W is for wishing you could be thinner
X is for the countless X-rays you will require
Y is for yourself you no longer admire
Z is for zero which is the number for which you aspire……