emotions

Consuming my life
The emotions flood my mind
The chaos, they fill the void
Fulfill that need
The one true friend that listens
Does not judge me for the disgrace I am
I no longer feel alone
No longer feel insecure
For this accomplishment
Control is mine for a limited time
I want to scream and shout
Silence is all that comes out
I again feel alone and helpless
Need to let it go but I don’t have the answers
No solution in sight
The end result is always the same
The pain and suffering my body endures
And seemless never ending battle
Will I ever win??